Episode 90

Decision Drift: How Good People End Up Making Bad Decisions

Pressure does its best work in disguise as it turns smart ethical people into experts at excusing the choice they will regret most.

Maartje van Krieken sits down with Rashmi Airan, a former Wall Street lawyer, keynote speaker, and author, for a candid conversation about ethical drift and the hidden cost of high-pressure success. Rashmi shares how a series of justified decisions during the real estate boom led to a federal prison sentence and how that experience reshaped the way she understands leadership, accountability, and risk.

What does sound judgment look like when fear is dressed up as ambition? How do leaders catch themselves before urgency takes over? Together, Maartje and Rashmi unpack the quiet mechanics of rationalization, the danger of ignoring red flags, and the internal guardrails that help people make clearer choices under pressure. The result is a sharp and deeply human conversation about self-awareness, responsibility, and the question every leader would be wise to ask before making a hard call: what can I own later?

Episode Breakdown:

00:00 From Wall Street Success to Federal Prison

03:09 Leadership Under Pressure and Ethical Decision-Making

09:11 The Clarity Loop for Better Decisions

15:06 Team Transparency and Better Judgment

23:56 Building a Culture of Ethical Leadership

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Rashmi Airan is an ivy-league educated attorney, Wall Street investment banker, serial entrepreneur, college professor, professionally trained vocalist, convicted felon, and a globally recognized transformation expert.

She is a transformation expert and creator of the Rise Through ItTM framework, which equips leaders to break free from the mental prisons of fear, assumptions, and unspoken rules that hold them back. A former attorney and Wall Street investment banker turned entrepreneur, professor, and globally recognized speaker, Rashmi helps individuals and organizations dismantle limiting beliefs and rise into clarity, courage, and possibility.

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Host Maartje van Krieken is a crisis strategist and decision-making expert who thrives in high-stakes business environments. Combining disaster management training, hands-on experience in global industries, and leadership skills honed as a seasoned sailor, she helps businesses navigate chaos with precision. Whether tackling transformation, scaling challenges, or leadership bottlenecks, Maartje delivers actionable insights to turn turbulence into traction.

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Maartje van Krieken is a crisis strategist, executive consultant, and your at host of The Business Emergency Room podcast, where growing businesses go when things get messy. With a career that began in frontier oil and gas and spanned war zones, boardrooms, and billion-dollar pivots, Maartje has spent over two decades helping organizations steer through chaos and come out stronger.
Now through her consulting firm, The Chaos Games, Maartje works with medium-sized businesses, especially those scaling rapidly or navigating uncertainty, to diagnose breakdowns in leadership, collaboration, and decision-making before they become business emergencies. Her signature approach blends practical triage, people-first strategy, and blunt Dutch honesty to help teams realign fast.

​The Business Emergency Room delivers high-impact insights for business leaders, board members, and investors who are tired of the symptoms, disconnection, friction, paralysis, and want the tools to fix what’s really going wrong. Maartje’s episodes cut through fluff with stories, frameworks, and metaphors that turn even the most complex chaos into something leaders can act on.
Maartje is based in New Orleans and speaks regularly on navigating organizational storms, building business resilience, and turning reactive firefighting into proactive leadership. Whether you’re scaling a business, running a team, or dealing with dysfunction, The Business Emergency Room is the place to find straight talk and smarter tools.